13:54, Oct 20th，2008

A call from the company which informed me of the entry gave a temporary end to my month long last hunting for an intern.

Looking backward to these days, which are full of tensions, sorrows and upsets, I could even smell the pressure of hunting for a formal job in some way. So many talents, younger, smarter, more diligent, speaking better English, are competing in this big game. And they even ask for less than we elder do. Sometimes I really want to curse for having to live in such a people-intensified place that there are always thousands of competitors around, but the number of winners is fucking limited comparing to the vast denominator. However, there is nothing I can do but accept the reality.

In the coming next 6 months, I would be able to work with some predecessors who are intelligent and accomplished, which I already felt their charm and intelligence through the interview. Hope I could learn something inspiring through this chance. Just a think of it can make me extremely excited, and I am really eager to do that.